When I’m in a situation where i am really quiet around a group of people, it’s because i don’t hate them, i don’t even judge them, and i definitely don’t feel like I’m too cool to talk to them. I used to think it’s because i was really awkward or hella shy. But i realized that deep down, i feel like people don’t care about me and it’s my basic instinct to reciprocate the feeling of not caring. It’s funny because i feel so much regret after.
fixing that negative self image of myself doe, so i don’t become more lame than already bc sad